Name:Rosa Location: Stillwater, Oklahoma, United States Birthday:7/2/1986 Gender:Female
Interests:Loads of Stuff: Books (Don Quixote is the shit) Movies (Yellow Sub is my fave flick) Videogames (Silent Hill has reached top o da list) Music-I just dig music (a violinist, by the way) and other cool crap....I've got lots of random interests. Let's just talk later~
BUT ABOVE ALL: The best band of all time, and my boys-The Beatles. Don't argue. The End. (I love you, Ringo) Occupation:Student
I miss my Xanga. The hey days of writing and receiving interesting responses from a number of individuals who were happy to report their travels around the world...yet they made time to check in and see how I was doing as my journey was just beginning.
...but now this is a quiet place. I fear I've been in college far too long, have unfortunately become a resident in a town meant to treated like a bus stop. Yet I've got a few more semesters after taking off this next fall...and then...then? Well, until then, I suppose I should enjoy my time here.
I found out today a dear friend of mine will be leaving me. Two actually. But as the Beatles song says "All things must pass." (Perhaps that includes the xanga crowd...until a new one comes along)
I'm scared...just frightened. I haven't been single since I was fourteen and it hit me today that I am willingly throwing myself back into that status.
Not without reason...and yet my heart is starting to question my brain. I just don't know what to do with myself alone, as an individual. I hope that I can find comfort again...but when it's been so long, where do I find it?
Last time I was single, it was the year 2000 - we were getting a new president, we had survived y2k, the Olympics were to be in Australia, the pope was John Paul who apolgized for the catholic church's oversteps against humanity...I was just moving in w/my stepdad, my own father had been gone for over a year by now...my little sis was only seven or perhaps eight...(if beyond January)
I was just starting to find my love in the Beatles. Perhaps that is where I should start...perhaps they can help me...help me find myself.
